i think im going to start this up again.
haven't done this in awhile.
i miss it haha.

i think it's weird how you can go to some girls quote site,
read the quotes she posts, and like you can tell what's going on in her life.
i'm in love at the moment and i find it hard sometimes to find quotes that describe what i feel, and how i love him. 
like usually i just find sites where you can tell the girl has just broken up with her boyfriend, or she wants a boy she can't have, etc.
i dont know, so
if your looking for quotes about being in love, this is probably where you'll find them.

i like who i am when i'm with you. and i know you
feel something too. nobody else can make me even
half the person i am when i'm with you. because it's
there between you and i, you can't deny that. please
know that i am forever changed because of who you
are and what you mean to me.

but i guess that's just the way it is. & love
doesn't always work. that's life.
that's how it is here. but when you find love,
i guess it's really beautiful. or at least that's
what i read in magazines. & i don't know
as much about it as i say i do.
but i know that there's a reason why
everybody wants it so much.
it's the closest thing we have to magic,
and I'm not giving up. -- Aquamarine

You only find a few people in this world, a few people who will tell you they love you and actually mean it with all their heart. Don't forget those people who stood by you through it all, the special few that were there for you until the end.

The world may never know the truth about your life, that's because they don't care to. But when you find the ones that want to know every detail of it, they're the ones to keep. They're the ones who keep you alive.

Love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with. That you can share anything with, like a best friend. It's when you can't even imagine what you're life would be like without that other person. When words don't even come close to how you really feel, and even though it doesn't make sense to other people, you know you're meant to be together.

you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. you're my love & my best friend. & everyday that goes by, it seems like i discover something new about you to love. it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life.

I think I can finally do this. I think with
him, this time, I'll finally be able to let
go of the rest. Not because I have to, because
I can.

i don't pretend to know what love is for everyone,
but i can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all
about someone, and still wanting to be with them more
than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell
them everything about yourself, including the things you
might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe
with someone, but still getting weak knees when
they walk into a room and smile at you.

and ultimately, he is going to find out how you chew,
how you sip, how you hum, how you dance, how you
smell at evey point in the day; the fact that most of your friends
are shallow. that you hate sitting on the outside and how sometimes
you can't seem to listen, how you get hyper when you sit
in one place for too long, how you get cranky because your too stupid to sleep,
how you don't like the way you look most of your pictures, how you can't
get off the phone when you're late because you want to sound like you don't care,
he's going to know all of it
everything about you, he's going to know and
he's still going to love you.

missing someone gets easier every day because even
though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will

Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale.

all those nights we stayed on the phone
until we couldn't keep our eyes open,
thanks for never hanging up.

when you realize you want to spend
the rest of your life with somebody,
you want the rest of your life
to start as soon as possible.

honestly, if you're not willing to sound
stupid you don't deserve to be in love.

when i talk to you, it's like i am able to spill
my whole entire world and i know you won't
judge me for one second.

it`s scary to think how different your life would be if
you never met that person ;
the person that changed everything.

there is no one better than him

it's not just what i feel for you, it's
what i don't feel for anyone but you.

I love the way you look at me,
Especially when I say something really stupid.
You have this "why do I put up with you" look,
But right after that is the "it's because I love you" look.
Then the "I must be insane to love you" look,
Then the "I must be seriously insane" look.

someday, your going to meet someone who will drive you mad.
someone you'll fight with and laugh with.
someone you don't have to put on a front with.
some one who doesn't care if you're not perfect,
and loves you more with your flaws.
someone who knows exactly where you're ticklish.
someday, you'll meet someone so amazing
you might end up spending the rest of your life with him.

Because of you, Half the time, I don't even know I'm smiling

there are only two times i want to
be with you: now and forever

True friendship is when two friends
can walk opposite directions,
but still remain side by side.

when everything is just right being in the person's arms,
the feeling you get when you kiss them, feeling so
comfortable with them, it's not only that feeling you get
when you're first starting to like someone and you get
nervous and get butterflies in your stomach, it's more of
a warm, fuzzy feeling, as stupid as that sounds. It's after
you've had a bad day, that person is the first person you
want to talk to and when you have good news or excited
about something, they're the first person you want to tell.
it's waking up and having them be the first thing on your
mind and when you go to bed at night, they're the last
thing on your mind, the "bad" things about them that
most people would find annoying, you find cute. When
you're together, the time goes by too fast and you never
want to go. no one else can hurt you more,
but no one else can make you happier at the same time.

i wanna be the one to prove to you
that love does last forever.

"All the best love stories have one thing in common.
You have to go against the odds to get there."

Everyday, I wonder why he saw me.. when a thouand other girls saw him.

Before, my fear was being vulnerable. The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running. He, however, made my insides come alive, my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent. He took away my fear and gave me hope. But more importantly, for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run, he gave me a reason to stay.

You make me happier than I ever
thought I could be. And if you let me,
I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to
make you feel the same way.

She had had her doubts
all night long
on whether he really
loved her or not.
He must've read her
mind because he grabbed
her tightly and said,
"I love you so much. You don't even know."

Just to say i love you never seems enough. I've said it
so many times. I am afraid you wont understand what i
really mean when i say it. How can so much feeling, so
much adoration possibly fit into those three little words.
But until I find some other way of saying how I feel, then
"I Love You" will have to do. So no matter how many times
I say it, never take it lightly, for you are my life, and my only love.
I love you more now then i ever did before.

distance is not for the fearful, it's for the bold.
It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone
in exchange for a little time with the one they love.
It's for those who know a good thing when they see it,
even if they don't see it nearly enough.

when forever doesnt seem like long enough
thats when you know youre in love

& every time i think of you
i see all sorts of things.
my best friend. my boyfriend.
my whole world. my secret holder.
my tear stopper. my better half.
my future<3

We crossed paths for a reason.
The planets align in the particular season.
It's clear to me, that we'll eventually be, inseperable.
I love your existance, I can't get enough.

i dont give credit, you don't write them anyways.
comment<3

It was what my heart had been telling me all along.
I understood then that you're the answer i had been searching for.
You're the one my heart had needed to find.
- A Walk to Remember

When I was with him, I didnt have to be perfect, or even try for perfect.
- The Truth About Forever

I'm not staring at your butt i'm just admiring your back pockets.

"He stayed in the middle of the road
for a long time trying to catch his breath,
hoping she would turn around
and come back to him,
wishing he hadn't let her go,
wishing for one more chance."

What's the point of going through life unnoticed? Love doesn't always work. That's how life is. But there's a reason why everyone wants it so much. Its the closest thing we have to magic. Dont give up yet

He looks at me and smiles
It pathetically makes my day.

I don't want this moment to ever end
where every thing's Nothing, without you
i wait here FOREVER just to, to see you smile
cause it's true, i am nothing without you

Never forget what they did to you,
but never let them know you remember.

 you'll find better love. strong as it ever was.
please remember me

i am nowhere near perfect.
I make up excuses for everything;
i have bestfriends and enemies
i have drama  and memories
there's that one special guy, who
i'd die to be with. so yeahhhh, basically
i am an average teenager, and thats life.

its those days when you feel alone; he'll come back girl dont you worryy.."

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."
- sex and the city

I don't want this moment to ever end
where every thing's Nothing, without you
i wait here FOREVER just to, to see you smile
cause it's true, i am nothing without you

Why'd you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
because you make me laugh so much.
It's bad enough we get along so well.

I just wanted you to know,
I think about you every night,

i love you like ive never loved anyone else. and im telling you right now that that's never going to change.

I just wanted you to know,
I think about you every night,

You'll attach yourself to anyone who
shows you the least bit of attention.

Out of all the things I look
forward to in life to doing
with you is sleeping. Not
making love, but even more
so just sleeping in the same
bed you holding me in your
arms & me falling asleep
on your chest...waking up
with you right next to me
...that`s what I want; that`s
what I look forward to.

sometimes i wish i had never met you.
because then i could go to sleep at night
not knowing there was someone like you out there.
-goodwillhunting

The world may never know the truth about your life,
that's because they don't care to.
But, when you find the one who wants to know every detail of it.
They're the ones to keep

you're the one that i stay up
all night thinking about....
coming up with cute things
that i wish could happen.
but i know they never will...

Mr. Right is
coming. But his
plane crashed in
Africa and he's walking

Because sometimes you have something you need to say but you can't because the words won't come out or you get scared or you feel stupid, so if you could write a song and sing it then you could say what you need to say and it would be beautiful and people would listen and you wouldn't make a complete idiot out of yourself, but all of us can't be songwriters so some of us will never be able to say what we're thinking or what we want other people to know that we're thinking so we'll never get the chance to make things right again ever.
- Gilmore Girls

Fuck the haters.the assholes. the people out to get you. the whiners. the people that cheat you. the people who pretend to be your friend. those who are purposely rude. those who purposely lie. the hypicritical. the greedy. the deceiving. Fuck the people who don't appreciate you.

You say I’m a slut, mhm, I see. But you know if I had a dick, you'd be the first to blow me.."

"Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances, losing & finding happiness, appreciating the memories & learning from the past and realizing that people always change."
-Laguna Beach

if i'm not what you want,
then don't act like i am.

sometimes you just need someone
to look forward to seeing you everyday.

you know it`s meant to be when
even the times you can`t stand him
he`s the only person on your mind

you can say i changed and i can say fuck you,
you never knew me to begin with.

i just wanted to let you know, that if you
want to walk away, its fine by me. i never
expected you to stay for very long anyway.
yes, it will possibly break my heart,
but my heart's been broken so many times
that im hoping i won't be able to feel the hurt anymore.

I miss those midnight conversations.
I miss how you would make me laugh
out of my own frustration.
But you just come to know that
you get so used to being loved,
& in one second it can all come
crashing down. Now I know to not let
anything get that far ever again,
because I didn't know how I could
wake up one morning and have it all hit
me. I didn't know
I could miss you this much.

This is for you, my best friend, the one person I can tell my soul to.
Who can relate to me like no other, who I can laugh with to no extent,
who I can cry to when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me or told me I wasn't good enough or let me down;
I don't think you know what that means to me.
You have gone through so much pain & you still have time for me & I love you for listening even when inside you're dying.
And I look up to you because you're strong, and caring & beautiful, even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I'm always here to listen to you laugh & cry and help in all the ways that I can,
& I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you,
my best friend. Thanks for being the friend who's always believed in me,
who's always understood, who's always accepted me, who's always cared

its funny how best friends have this sense,
like when they both look at each other
they just know that they need to talk later & they know exactly what the other wants to talk about.

theres always that one person.
no matter how long its been,
or how badly theyve treated you,
if they say i love you,
you will always say it back.

The best boyfriend you'll
have isn’t the best looking,
the funniest, or the richest.
Its the one that makes
you feel gorgeous,
hilarious, and like a million
dollars. He makes sure
you know he loves you

i swallow hard, because i know
that what comes next will hurt me more than you.

oh, him?
he just has the most adorable eyes
you could ever fall for
and the cutest smile
that will take your breath away
he has the ability
to make you laugh;
everytime he speaks
& when you look at him,
its hard to turn away.

Are you here cause you need me?
Or are you here because you need someone?

i just wanted to let you know, that if you
want to walk away, its fine by me. i never
expected you to stay for very long anyway.
yes, it will possibly break my heart,
but my heart's been broken so many times
that im hoping i won't be able to feel the hurt anymore.

we're the kind of girls
who eat an entire box of oreos
for fun
who will walk 4 miles to the store
for a slushie
but won't walk upstairs
to get clean socks
we'll start laughing hysterically
over a single word
& you'll have no idea why
we go to the movies
with a different boy every week
we'll run across town
under the streetlights
laughing the entire way
just because we can
we're there for eachother
when no one else is
the girls that stay up until 2 am
IMing nothing
we're the best friends
that can't live without eachother.

you mean the world to me

I wish you knew how much this
hurts. But then again, no, I don’t.
It would be too embarrassing
to have you know
that I cry at night, that I
wish you were there,
that I pretend I’m holding your
hand, & that I relate all
these sad songs to you

you stupid fucking boy.
you let the
one girl
who actually cared
s l i p a w a y

if I kept you too close,
it was only because I wanted to keep you longer
--» Reverend Sullivan, A Walk to Remember

nothing's real 'til it's gone.

Suck in my stomach.
Pinch my waist.
Spend hours touching my ugly face.
All these things I fucking do.
Don't make a difference.
Cause I'm not perfect enough for you.

And maybe next time you go saying "forever",
you should find out what it means first.

dont ever doubt
that a mere second
can change your life forever

it just hit me:
we can't go back

two can be complete
without the rest of the world

someday we'll wave hello
and wish we never waved
goodbye

I can't remember why I let you in again

all my roads lead to you<3

You got me feeling like you're that something I've been missing.

as soon as he spoke to me,
i felt i had known him all my life
and it scared me.
this was the person i was meant to love.
from that moment to this,
i have never been the same

the scariest thing about memories
is thinking you're going to forget them.

I never gave up on you..
but your slowly pushing me in that direction.

Damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive.

If you dwell on all the bad things in life
you miss out on all the good things.
-- Just My Luck

I want to know exactly what makes you tick, I want to know your problems. I want to know what days you`re waking up on the wrong side of the bed, I want to know how many pillows you sleep with. I want to know why you sleep with a window open. I want to know if I`m ever needed, if I`m good enough to keep you warm at night time. I want to know if I even have a chance anymore. I want to know everything about you, whether it be fact or fiction. I want to know your past, your future, your inbetweens. Your favorite colors, your phobias, everything.

i haven't been this scared in a long time
and i'm so unprepared
i don't know what to do or think
i feel like i could break at any second
and falling apart really isn't my thing
all that's happening has just been crushing me
i'm a mess and i'm a wreck, an emotional basketcase
and the sad thing is there's nothing, nothing i can do about it

It's hard when people ask
"What's Wrong?"and you don't
Have an answer because
The truth is you don't know.

ive lost trust in everyone, im just hoping you'll change that.

understand now. I know that I`m always that girl. Never the girl. Just that girl, the one that gets used, hurt, lied to, betrayed, confused. The one that boys go to when they need someone to hold onto. The one that`s never the girl, I`m always the second best. Never have I been the one to make boys fall weak at the knees, drop everything cause they love me so much, want nothing more than to be with me, be amazingly happy cause they have me. I`m the other girl. & I`m getting used to it.

One day Iam going to forget about you. Or at least I hope so.
Then again, Iprobably won't. Because you were the first
person to ever show me whatit is like to want to die.
The first person to ever really hurt me. Notjust emotionally
but physically as well. I learned so much from you.
I couldn't possibly forget you.

A whore is like a bowling ball:
It gets picked up, fingered, thrown in the gutter,
And it still comes back for more

 want you to look at me like
you've never looked at anyone else
i want you to look at me like
i have something other girls don't.

I'm sick of being dragged through the day.
I remember a time in my life
when I use to wish the day would last forever,
now all I want it to do is end.
Each day I hate myself a little more.
I remember when I was my friend.

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them; you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most touching and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

the friends who grew up with you deserve a special respect.
the ones who stuck by you shoulder to shoulder, in a time where
nothing was certain, all life lay ahead, and every road led home.
-the wonder years

oh excuse me, im sorry
i guess i got tired of always beeing the last thing on your mind
my bad, i never meant to hurt you

life isn't like the stories we read
we can't stop when we get bored
we can't go back relive some parts
we can't jump ahead & miss some parts
& we can't switch to a new life
we only live once live it to the fullest
fuck everyone who tells you to stop

its true that we never saw vietnam or world war 2.
we didnt see our mother cry when JFK died.
but we've lived our whole lives being told we're
not good enough. we've seen anorexia and bulimia
cause skinny just isn't skinny enough..
we saw columbine and the twin towers fall
we've seen a lot of greed and even more hate
our generation fights a different kind of war
but we've seen just as much as them
maybe even more

She's getting to you.
You're finding out that you don't
like being without her.
You're feeling exactly how she did.

if your reading this right now
yeah you!. reading my xanga quotes haha
i want you to smile
just smile. because ill bet you, you'll feel better
no matter whats going on in your life right now
a smile can only help you. so just do a favor for me, and yourself.. just put on the biggest  smile because its just plain good for you =)

Girl: Do you like this shiny new toaster I got?
Boy: You already have a toaster, why’d you get a new one?
Girl: I didn’t want to mess the old one up when I throw it at your head.
Boy: Oh ok. WAIT! WHAT?

I'm not sad.
I just want to trust someone so badly.
I just want something beautiful to happen here, right now.

Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels,
to cry in the shower so no one can hear you,
waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.

you didn't love the boy too much, you
loved him too well. and at our age, some people
just don't know what to do with that.

I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I'm always late. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I act like I'm a lot tougher than I am. I hate being ignored . I cry. I'm shy. I get annoyed by people too easily. I have enemies. I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh really obnoxiously. I can't trust anyone with my life. Many things just seem to get to me. I'm not perfect. But the beauty, of it is that I d o n ' t c a r e .

if there is ever a tomorrow when we're not
together, there is something you must always
remember. you are braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem, and smarter than you
think. but the most important thing is, even if
we're apart, I'll always be with you.
-- Winnie the Pooh

She's a disaster.
She loses faith in herself every day.
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care.
No one understands her.
And people say stuff to put her down and
no one even notices that she might be breaking inside.
Or they never notice that maybe she needs a hug from someone.
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her.
Maybe that's all she needs...

She's the kind of girl you forget as soon as you meet.
She is the crust on the bread; every face you have ever forgotten.
She is the verse to that song on the radio,
the one you have to hum to because you can't remember the words.
yep, she's that forgettable.
but broken hearts, and backstabbing drama couldn't touch her
She's far beyond that.

our breath steamed up the window glass,
as we flew under the overpass.
we almost laughed harder than we kissed
you were always something i could never resist.

And you, maybe you'll remember me; What I gave is yours to keep.

I'm never a priority in your life, I'm just your backup plan. -Smallville.

sometimes someone can mean so much to you,
not even the truth can change your mind.

every night, I think to myself:
don't mess up, he's all you've ever wanted.

It's amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

every relationship is messed up,
but what makes it perfect is if
you still wanna be there when things really suck

i want to say i deserve better & mean it
i want to say i give up & believe it
i want to say i'm moving on, & do it.

she gave you a million second chances
and you cant even give her one

cause I knew someday,
you won't be there for me anymore.

what's worse than heartbreak?
knowing you'll give him another chance.

"And maybe I found comfort in the words you said. Not from laying in your arms. They were the words i needed to hear, And it didn't matter who from. It wasn't puppy love or infatuation. Or love at first sight or anything that people always talk about and laugh. Maybe you don't know just what I mean. I can't really explain it, it's so hard to put into words, But, well, it was just something I'd never felt before. Something I'd never even known. People can't just tell you about things like that,You have to find them out for yourself. That's why it is so important. It was something I'll always remember because I just couldn't forget."
-Seventeenth Summer

it was last night, when i was reading something that you said to me. i started to cry because i realized just how much i missed you i don't think i've ever felt so confused in my entire life.

"You and I are gonna be okay. You know that, right? We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but for the first time let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are, and that will be better, okay? I think that will be better."
-garden state

You’re never prepared for the moment that changes your life. I know some way, somehow, we'll be together"
-Ocean Avenue

I need you. I don't know why, but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, I need you.

cant you just understand. that no girl on this entire planet will ever love you the way i do.

i never thought you'd mean this much to me.

"Southern girls are gods gift to the entire male population. There is absolutely no woman finer than the ones raised below the Mason-Dixon line and once you go southern may the good Lord help you - you never go back." -Kenny Chesney-

Heavenly Father, help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children. Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester. Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the same spot every day is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares. Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment, knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be the last year that they go shopping together. Heavenly Father, remind us each day that, of all the gifts you give us, the greatest gift is love . It is not enough to share that love with those we hold dear. Open our hearts not to just those who are close to us, but to all humanity. Let us be slow to judge and quick to forgive, show patience, empathy and love.

^^i loved that haha.

it's amazing what kind of power you have over me. you make me feel every emotion that i've been trying so hard to hold back. you make me laugh, you make me sad, you make me jealous, you make me angry & excited. you give me that temporary happiness that i need to go on. & as much as i hate you for making me feel all of these unfamiliar feelings, i love you for it so much more, cause i haven't felt them in a really long time. basically, you make me feel alive again.

You may not know it yet,
maybe you'll never even think about it,
you're going to meet a lot of girls
throughout your life,
and maybe a lot of them will be special to you.
but I'm telling you right now,
you'll never find another me

its not easy to move on if youre in love,
& if it is, then im guessing you werent

its okay, i mean, no, obviously its not okay, but its how it is. we've had the chance to say alot of things for a long time now, havent we? its not okay, just how it is.

because for me, its you. it's always been you, ive tried to fight it, ive tried to deny it, but you know what? i cant. your undeniable.

When you're not around,
I understand how much I need you.

the only thing that I can't see is life without you here with me
I hope you'll call me on the phone 'cause I don't want to be alone
somehow you make this all OK and all my problems go away.

& now, i have to stop because
every time i remember this i have to cry a little by myself.
i dont why something made me so happy then, feels so sad now.
Maybe thats the way with best memories

Promise me I'll never be second best.

friend: What are you gunna do if you see him?
girl: Fall over dead more than likely.
friend: Well what will you do if he comes over and talks to you?
girl: I'd become fluent in speaking retard

This is the best feeling I've had in a long time,
And I hope that things get better from here.
I am on the top of my game and smiling largely.
But it's so strange, I'm waiting to fall.
Mostly though, I'm waiting for you too push me down.
Just like he did.

There she goes again
falling into his arms.
falling out of reality
except this time
she knows exactly
what shes heading into.

I'm not afraid to piss you off anymore. You mean
the world to me & you know that, but in orderfor this to work we've got to be honest with
each other, no matter what that means.

There's going to be a part of me
that's in love with you
for the rest of my life.

theres always gonna be that one
thing you wish for but never get, that
one mistake you can never take back
and most of all that one memory you
would do anything for just to have it again.

For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm
doing something right because when I look
at him, its there. In everything he does to me,
its there. I don't know what it is, but I know
that it is there, and it's never going to leave

If you think you're in love, don't get your hopes up. It's not love until you go through both good & bad times together. If you love someone, you would know why you love them. If you have no reason, then think about it. Do you really love them? You would go through all these fights & break ups only to realize that there's no point, because you're always gonna get back together. You would spend time together, even if both of you are broke. Love isn't about money; love is priceless. Love is something you could never buy; love is when one of you makes a huge mistake, but then in the end you work it all out because you realize that it's just one mistake & it's not worth it, because all you want is for it to be forever. But then, never say forever because everything has a ending. But that's only in my opinion. Love is a strong word & has many definitions. Listen to me or not, why do I care? What do I know? I've never been in love.
-Anonymous

Every girl has that one boy, that they'll never get over. That one guy that makes you laugh all thetime. That one that gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name.That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. That one who has his name written all over your heart. That one who you compare to everyone. That one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. That one you cry over and over about. That one that no one can understand why him. That one everyone thinks you can do better than. That one you ask why her and not me. That one when you first saw him you knew you loved him.

i guess you're proof that when
you finally let go of the past,
something better comes along

God, I've missed your smile.
I just remembered how good it feels
to see you looking at me
& I can't describe how much
I've missed you

you are every reason, every hope and
every dream that i've ever had and no matter
what happens to us in the future every day
spent with you was the best day of my life.
-the notebook.

The only boy you've ever really fallen for, & you know that it's true love. It's none of the silly immature love that people claim they do after a couple of weeks; you've got honesty & loyalty; you fight & yet you still love because you both know what you want. You both know that you were meant for each other so you wouldn't want mess things up. No matter how many times you fight, you know deep down that you could never truly be mad at them. To think that they were out of your life before is just simply amazing how you ever lived before at all. Not a day goes by without you constantly thinking about them & it scares the hell out of you to think, "If I'm so in love with this one person, this person that I love with everything I have, how do other people move on & love another?" You're so emotionally attached to this boy that you're so scared to love someone else. This boy taught you the real meaning of love & you never thought you had love in you until he came along & showed you. You never knew what the meaning of jealousy was until every time he mentioned a girl; it made you want to make sure that you were the best thing he has. Everything you've dreamt up of a perfect boy was nothing compared to what this boy has because it made you see that not everything you want is everything you need. You'll never forget the boy that changed your whole life because he's your best friend & the love of your life.

i know that i should just let go
because i know that it won't work out
& everyone tells me that
so i try to convince myself that it's better
off without him but then i'll think
of him & remember his smile & i can't
imagine myself with anyone else
i want to be with him

thank you for being there;;
for wiping away my tears and saying "baby, you're too beautiful to cry"
it made me realize something.. something i've never felt before...
i - love - you.

&& You're the kind of guy that can make me
Sit on my bed, listen to music, and just smile.
Just because the songs remind me of you.

The best feeling in the world
is knowing that you actually mean
something to someone

i need you. you dont understand how much that scares me. it scares the hell out of me that i might have to depend on you. ive never had someone truly be there- and i was never taught to trust in someone. but i feel like i have no choice, its like im sinking into you

every now and then, we find a special person who
never lets us down, who understands it all, reaches
out each time we fall. you are that person for me.

the day i met you, my life changed.
the way you make me feel is too hard to explain.
you make me smile in a special kind of way.
you make me fall deeper for you, everyday.
& when i look into your eyes, i know its true
- theres no one else in the world for me but you.

i don't think you realize that you mean
absolutely everything to me.
when you think i have nothing to say,
i'm silently thanking God you're there with me.
when all i can do is hold your hand, i'm so glad it's mine to hold.
and when i'm looking up into your eyes i see my entire world

He was her best friend.
The one who made her laugh,
when she didn't feel like smiling.
The one who made her feel so secure,
when she was scared.
And the one, who she fell completely in love with

He doesn't give me those sparks.
Oh no...
He gives me the
whole damn fireworks show.

 

The time has come to change.
And i need you more than
I’ve ever needed anyone
In anyway

you make me nervous.
i guess that makes you
different from all the rest.

i've been lonely tonight. i've been fighting the urge to
text him and tell him that i miss him. i dont want him to know
anymore. i wonder if he misses me at all or if he is just glad
that i've finally let him go. it is easiest when i don't see him,
I won't deny that, but i just want to be able to see him without it
hurting. I don't want him to be out of my life forever. i don't
want him to forget me. he was my first love and i was his.
that's got to mean something, right? i wish things had been
different... i wish he still loved me...

Just take your bullshit and get the fuck out of my life.
Don't look at me, don't even say a word
You kissed her in her bed and don't think i havent heard.
Your dumb. Your everything you said you wouldn't be
So much for "Communication is the key"
Don't even fucking bullshit me.
I hate you and im gonna make you see.

 

 

Don't say I deserve someone better, I just want to be with you,
no one will ever take your place, and I know that you love me too.
But the distance between us, is keeping us apart,
why must love always end with a broken heart?

i cried myself to sleep last night. i kept thinking about everything you told me; everything. just thinking about you made me cry uncontrollably. i hate this feeling, i really do. honestly, i've tried to let go of you, but i just can't, & i really don't want to either. i thought everything you told me ment something & i still want to believe it, but you're with her & i've never seen you so happy before. i can't deal with the fact that she's the one you're thinking about; she's the one you call every day. i can't deal with the fact that the only person i love, loves someone else.

 

maybe you want her
maybe you need her
maybe you had her
maybe you lost her
to another..
-the fray

i know that i should just let go
because i know that it won't work out
& everyone tells me that
so i try to convince myself that it's better
off without him but then i'll think
of him & remember his smile & i can't
imagine myself with anyone else
i want to be with him

God, I've missed your smile.
I just remembered how good it feels
to see you looking at me
& I can't describe how much
I've missed you.

I'm not going anywhere. This is it for me.
You're it for me. I can't pretend to feel
any less than i do. I'm sorry, i just can't.

so thanks for loving me

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with youyou are every reason, every hope and
every dream that i've ever had and no matter
what happens to us in the future every day
spent with you was the best day of my life.
-the notebook.

 

I remembered all the late night talks & all the words I was so comfortable saying to him, but I would have never been able to say to anyone else. I remembered all the songs that take me back & make me smile. I remembered all the promises, the ones we both knew would be broken. I remembered all the moments he took my breath away & how he knew more about me than I thought anyone could. I remembered the games we'd play because we talked about so much I couldn't think of anything else to say. I thought about what kind of person could have thrown that all away & hurt someone that much. Going into it, I never thought it would have ended like that. After wanting someone for so long, it's supposed to be perfect, right? And everything should last forever. But I fell out of love, & when you've loved someone you just want them to be happy. Even if their happiness doesn't involve you..

just promise me. that's all i want.
just a promise that you'll never forget me.
tell me i changed you somehow,
let me know i had an impact on your life.
promise me you'll always remember me,
it's hard enough watching you walk away,
but i don't want to walk the other way
knowing i meant nothing to you.

Because you're hoping you're wrong, & every time he does something that tells you he's no good, you ignore it. And every time he comes through & surprises you, he wins you over, & you lose that argument with yourself that he's not for you.

Throughout life you will meet one person who
is unlike any other. This person is the one you
could forever talk to. They understand you in a
way that no one else does or ever could. This
person is your soul mate and best friend.
Don't ever let him go .

 

When I'm with you, I'm happy.
&& nothing in the world can replace that feeling.
You make me feel perfect, like I have no flaws.
And I love that. But more importantly,
I love you.

 

 

 

But everytime I hear your name
I still feel a little something, I just
can't let go of.

so you're basically the girl's life. she thinks about you all the time.
you're always the first one she notices in a room full of people. you're the
one that keeps her up at night. yeah, she's pretty much head over heels for you

& this feeling right here..
is the exact reason why
i never gave up on you
when everyone else said
to stop trying.

i know he's gonna be there for me
because he promised, & i believe it.

 

when i tell you i love you,
i dont say it out of habit, or to
make conversation. i say it to
remind you that you're the best
thing that ever happened to me

I want to be the girl he's scared to lose.
The one that he can't walk away from
knowing she's mad at him.
The one who can't fall asleep without her
voice being the last one he heard.
The one he wouldn't know what
to do without.

 

I’m the kind of girl who laughs at your jokes when they aren’t funny,
Who will do anything to make her friends smile,
Who wants to be with you more then anything else in the world

Right now you're the only reason i'm not giving up <3

 

You know what? Bite me
skank & go play in traffic

you're the only boy for me,
I'm sure of it.

your eyes still give me a reason to breathe
& our midnight conversations still mean
EVERYTHING to me.

theres always gonna be that one
thing you wish for but never get, that
one mistake you can never take back
and most of all that one memory you
would do anything for just to have it again.

 

i want to leave an everlasting impression
on someone. i don't want to be the type of girl
that you'll forget in a week. i want to be hard to forget.
i want to have the kind of impact on someone
where they know they'll never find anyone who
can take my place. i want that because
that's what you are to me.

He's annoying, He's hilarious,
He makes me yell, He drives me crazy,
He's out of his mind, and he's eveyrthing I want.

when i look at you i see a lot of things;
my best friend, my boyfriend, my secret
holder, my tear stopper, my future

I still remember everything
that you said to me that night

 

=) =)

You said you couldn't be with
someone who didn't believe in you.
Well I believed in you. I just didn't
believe in me. I love you... always.

it's not my responsibility
you fell in love with me in the first place
i cant help what you feel
and i cant help what you see in me
i just pray to god
this feeling lasts forever
you and me, together.

I just wish there was some way I could prove
to you how much I miss you, and how much
I regret loosing you, and how much I just want
you back. I would do anything, to be with you

 

I'm not afraid to piss you off anymore. You mean
the world to me & you know that, but in orderfor this to work we've got to be honest with
each other, no matter what that means.

 

 

All I do is fall more in love with him
just because of how he is, but then I
just get so afraid of heartbreak
again.. So I get more scared and
now I'm preparing myself to get hurt,
which is not a good thing. I love him
and I trust him, but I feel like the
harder I'll fall the harder I'll get hurt. I
want to be as close to him as
possible, but I feel like I've given him
all capability in the world to break
my heart. Even if he doesn't, I feel
like I'm waiting for him to. I want that
to change. I want to be able to love
him, no strings attatched. No fear.

 

hate me if you want to
love me if you can

 

theres only two times i want to be with you
now and forever.